From 44 Overdoses To Purpose: Cognitive Recalibration, Faith & Freedom w/ Kyle Anthony Trautmann (Inspirational)

What if the same mind that trapped you in addiction, fear, and self-sabotage could be recalibrated to create unshakable confidence, clarity, and purpose—starting today?

In this inspirational, motivational episode, Reginald D sits down with Kyle Anthony Trautmann—founder of High Vibe Holonomics —shares a jaw-dropping comeback: 44 overdoses over 11 years, a near-fatal prefrontal cortex crisis, and the radical mindset, faith, and cognitive recalibration that turned pain into power

We dive into Kyle’s four levels of awareness (conscious, subconscious, unconscious, superconscious), the Forever Framework, and why spiritual bypassing stalls growth. If you’ve been stuck in healing loops, battling fear, or searching for a roadmap to real transformation, this motivational speech will help you replace survival patterns with strategy, surrender, and purpose-driven action. Perfect for listeners seeking mindset mastery, recovery inspiration, faith-based motivation, mental toughness, and a proven path out of chaos into calling.

Takeaways

• Understand the 4 levels of awareness (conscious, subconscious, unconscious, superconscious) and how to align thoughts, emotions, and actions for consistent breakthrough.
• Learn why fear and identity loops keep people stuck—and how to use simple, repeatable tools (like Kyle’s Forever Framework) to shift beliefs instantly and sustainably.
• Get a faith-anchored, science-supported playbook to transform pain into purpose with energy literacy, daily discipline, and courageous authenticity—without spiritual bypassing.

Hit play now for an inspirational, motivational transformation—recalibrate your mind, break the fear cycle, and step boldly into your purpose today.

High Vibe Holonomics and Kyle's contact info:

Website: https://highvibeholonomics.com

Instagram:  https://www.instagram.com/highvibeholonomics

Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/kyle.a.trautmann

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Transcript

 Reginald D: Welcome to Real Talk with Reginald D. I'm your host, Reginald D. On today's episode, I have Kyle Anthony Trotman, founder of High Vibe Holonomics. He has one of the most extraordinary combat stories you'll ever hear. After surviving 44 overdoses over 11 years and recovering from a near severe medical prefrontal cortex, Cal transformed his pain into power. Welcome to the show, California. Kyle: Amen. Thank you. Glad to be here. Reginald D: Yes, sir. Yes, sir. So I'd like to start out kind of, you know, get into it a little bit, talking about like your childhood and where did you grow up. Kyle: Sure, yeah. So I grew up in Broken Center, Minnesota, right outside of Minneapolis, Minnesota. And yeah, from an outward adorning standpoint, it was pretty normal. Right. From the internal landscape, from my perspective, it was oddly challenging. You know, going through the traditional aspects of what bullying looks like, you know, going through grade school, then also at the same time with self identity issues, you know, as you consistently grow, not only just as a child, as an adolescent, but also like getting into, you know, the pre aspects of adulthood, but, you know, from the outside, you know, witnessing aspect. It was super, super chill. Little league, you know, doing the traveling, basketball, the football, the whole notions, but internally it was a whole different, different story. So. Reginald D: Yeah, Right, right. So take us back. What was life like during those years when you survived 44 overdoses? And how did that shape who you are today? Kyle: Yeah, I mean, I. Wow. I, like substance abuse or substance abuse disorder started about 1314. It was essentially like in that timeframe, like, how can I feel something? Right? Where you feel so disconnected, so disassociated from like, not only like your upbringing, but also like how you're moving through life as you develop as a child, what can you grasp on, you know? And then obviously substance came into the mix and it allowed me to at least feel something, you know, that essential aspect. But then obviously that takes its toll and you move into a landscape where it's not that it's out of control, it's just not in your control. That makes sense. And then once you start getting to like 18, 19, 20, you're just like, okay, there is a legitimate issue here. There's a problem here and you have to peel it back. So There was about 11 years in my life, from about 17 to about 28, where it was just chronic. It was chronic. Like my whole life's identity was built around what substance can I take, what substance can I use? But then also at the same time, how do I correlate that with my Entire experience, you know, in this world. And, you know, going through that allowed me that opportunity to be like, hey, like, if you keep going down this path, like, this is inevitable end, right? It's inevitable end. So it's like once you get to see that and then you get to recourse, work within the resources that make most sense to you, you can actually make a beneficial decision about, like, how you want to garnish your life, you know, and then that ultimately, I mean, for me personally, it comes out the faith too. Reginald D: Yes, absolutely. And, you know, people don't really realize this, that, you know, first of all, substance abuse is real. And then second of all, some of the things that people deal with eternally draws them to that because they're trying to figure out life, or like I said, they don't have their own identity or who they are, what they want to do or whatever. And it's that feel good moment. They're just trying to just get through it, you know, get through all the mental things like that. So, so, Kyle, what was the turning point where you said, I can't live like this anymore and you have to build yourself, man. Kyle: I mean, that's such a great question because there are so many different defining moments. But I think like, when you wake up from, you know, obviously a chemically induced coma, and then you have papers on your chest inside a hospital basically saying that you are a piece of ****, you are ultimately a loser, you are ultimately a scum of society. And here's our suggestions of how to get out of that. I think that was like the biggest turning point for me of, like, how I can actually see a different form of reality. Not only just like, see it, but also experience it too. Because there's so many, so many stories. But I think that was the catalyst being like, hey, I actually, you know, when you have tubes inside your being, you know, you got different, like, you know, aspects of essentials keeping you alive that are injected into your being. You're like, okay, you have to actually sit with that. And that was the most defining moment, specifically for me, where I was like, okay, at the age of 25, you know, it's time. Is time. Reginald D: Yeah, right, right. Yeah. And, you know, the good thing about it, you know, I know it's a struggle when people deal with things like that, but when you make up your mind, you know, I heard somebody say one time, before you can get over anything in your life, he said, you just got to get tired of it. Kyle: Yeah, totally, totally, totally. Reginald D: So, Cal, so walk me through this Most people might think, like, recovery is just about getting clean, but you said it's about something deeper. What did rebuilding your brain and life really look like on a daily basis? Kyle: Oh, man. Oh, dude, such a great question. First, faith in a higher power. You know, obviously something that's automatically running the function behind everything that we do, and then just constant surrender. Like, I have no control. Like, I have no control of how life is going to present itself, how people are going to react, how people are going to even respond. I think that those two. That one, two punch really gave me the understanding. I was like, okay, like, most, if not all people have a set expectation within their circumstances, within their mind, and it has nothing to do with you, which is extremely liberating. Right? And then on top of that, when you have faith and, like, you can really draw deeper into that notion where it's just like, hey, if it was my time to have crossed that veil, go to the other side, would have been right. But having that trust and knowing that you're here for that reason and then just really disassociating on a healthy level from all the noise outside in the world really gets to bolster the clarity of your purpose. And for me, like, on that purpose notion, it gave me an opportunity to really dial into what that prayer is, what that kind of dialect is, what kind of that dialogue is. And it wasn't no longer a monologue as with myself. It was obviously with, you know, obviously creator, God, putting you into a position to serve from that highest good. And I was like, ever since then, it's just been a liberation experience. Been beautiful. Reginald D: Exactly. I think, you know, one of the main things that stood out what you said is faith. You know, I look back on my life, like, me, faith has brought me through it, man, you know? Kyle: Amen. Reginald D: Sometimes I can't see it, sometimes I can't hear it. I can't say it, but I just got to believe it, you know? So that's really cool. So, Kyle, you work with over 4,000 people now. What's the number one hidden reason why so many wellness seekers and coaches stay stuck in those healing loops without seeing real transformation? Kyle: Yeah, it's fear. Easy. Yeah. Like the irrational fears. I mean, we're only born with two biological fears. The fear of falling down, just like our proprioceptive nervous system and also just loud noises so we can actually coordinate to our environment. Everything else is programming condition. So it's just. It's all fears. It's like, if we can open up that pocket, the second thing would Be the identities, like, what are you saying? Behind the IMs. But it's most likely fears. I was like, I challenge people every single day, not only just with our clientele, that we work with our community, but also just like, what if you did something different, right? What if you did something completely in opposition of what you felt fearful for, right? Because those fears, yeah, you can call them natural, but they're also irrational, right? Which is very fascinating because nature is also irrational just by her bias. But also at the same time, our minds want to construct limitations and construct essentially for our understanding, understanding. But it's like, if we can get you past those fears and just really take that plunge and like, you start to see so many people, I wouldn't just say open up to possibilities and results, but just open up to who they actually truly are. And that's the greatest gift is like being able to witness that for other people. Reginald D: Yes, exactly. So you built high vibe holonomics around an ideal cognitive recalibration. Can you break that down for us? You know, what is it? And how does it shift the belief systems instantly? Kyle: Yeah, sure. So we have a fun. We have. I mean, this is perfect. This is like a great question because we have a very simple way of breaking down four levels of awareness, right? Like, awareness is all of life, right? And there's also levels inside of different aspects to our understanding specifically of said life, right? So if we look at level one, you have a conscious aspect, right? It's a reason why me and you can, you know, be on this call right now is because we're making that conscious decision to show up at this time. Then you also have your subconscious mind, right? Which is the filtration of how you see all of life, how it's been accumulated throughout the entirety of your lifespan while you've been on this 3D existence, then you have the unconscious mind, right? Which is your body. How everything is just being stored within the system. How are you actually interpreting and processing specifically information? But then the fourth level of awareness, which is the superconscious mind, which is what I just call God, right? How are you really connecting to that highest level for you to be able to perform or execute however you want to slice that to your highest good? So when we sit down and we actually have fun with this process, how can we unpack those four levels of awareness so people can see a broader roadmap of really how to tackle what they have to do from a mindset standpoint, right? So if you have four levels of awareness really coming in to your essential field of awareness. How can you have fun showing people where their conscious mind is, their subconscious filtration is. And obviously we do this through a framework called the forever framework. Then also the identity centers that actually hold within your full expression of who you are as a being. Right? Energetically also at the same time. So the big thing that I always, man, I, I love sharing is like, do you understand how each level of mind coordinates with yourself, right? And if you don't have that and if you don't understand that, that's like the number one thing that can really piece together like what your results, what your life actually feels like. Especially when it comes down to putting that incongruency, what's your thought, what you're feeling and your actions are in all levels of awareness. So really teaching people not only our process of energy literacy, but just really giving them the core concepts, the core basic understanding, the simple stuff so it doesn't seem outside of their league or too far fetched from their understanding of how to really understand or comprehend where they're at mentally for them to have an amazing life moving forward. Reginald D: Well, I really love the way you broke that down, man. That was good. That was good. I really like that. Makes a lot of sense too. So you've been very outspoken about spiritual bypassing. Why is it so dangerous? And what's the difference between bypassing pain and actually transforming through it? Kyle: I mean, sitting with it, right? It's like we, oh man, gosh, dude, these are such great questions. Like, dude, props to you. It's really just sitting with it. Like do you have the capacity to feel? Like, do you have 20 seconds of courage? And then breaking down, Even just in our neuroscience, you have 18 to 20 minutes to transcend that feeling, right? And that's a meditative state which is massive. So it's like when you start to take in the bypassing, it's just like, can I give a cover up? Can I give an excuse of why I'm feeling something? Just because something called me or you know, some, some false pseudo intent, you know, kind of came into my field and it's like, no, it's like you are feeling something, whether it's profound grief, anger, sadness, hurts of any kind. Can you sit with that? So you transcend it so you're authentic. And also your integral system, which is the most important thing when it comes down to any type of spirituality, is that intact, right? So teaching people, and this is what we do, obviously do with, you know, our student startup, just like our entire system Is like, can we get you to sit with that? Right? It's profound. It's amazing when you sit down with so many people, so many students, so many clients, and it's just like everybody's like feeling really good on state change. Like, that's beautiful. It's like, oh my gosh, you like, you feel different than you did maybe 10 minutes ago. But the constant, the consistency behind that is like, how do we actually make that a part of your identity? And that's where the spiritual bypassing is. So it's like, okay, well I'm feeling this because I was like, okay, now you're playing cause and effect. And I was like, no, you're actually feeling this because you're a human being. Like, we can't play the new age woo woo bullshit. We just can't do that because if we do, we're playing ourselves into a victim mentality, right? We have to have the totality of experience. We have to feel the full range of emotion to be able to actually be a part of existence, to be fully part of nature as our human birthright, right? So if we don't, if we neglect the negativity, which is part of our bias, right, as we grow up, you know, it starts at 7 months of age, our negativity bias, if that just keeps accumulating, accumulating, accumulating, and we just push it aside. I was like, we can start to tell people are full of ****, you know, as they go through their expressions from their emotional state. And I was like, okay, like how long is it backlogged or have you actually worked with it? And this is the reason why we create frameworks so people don't have to feel so energetically drained, right? That's the whole point of energy literacy in the first place. But for us, especially for just like me working with people, it's just really being like, hey, what do you want to feel? What do you want to feel? And how can we make that a constant and how can we work towards that in imperfection? Because there's no perfect way of going about this, right? About how can we work towards that imperfection where it became fun. And then also at the same time, like you can really navigate the landscape of life because you're going to get hit with challenges every single day, as I'm sure anybody listening to this as, you know, you're just going to be hit with certain things that you're just not going to be able to expect, right? So it's like we have to have that foundation where we can fall back on a sense of grace and honor for ourselves and how we feel. Reginald D: Yep, you're right about that. And like I tell people sometime, you know, life's just gonna keep lifeing, man. That's what I call it. Kyle: Yep. Perfect. So perfect. So perfect. Reginald D: That's all it is. You get situations. That's exactly what it is. So looking forward, Kyle, what is your ultimate mission with High Vibe Holonomics? And how do you see this movement shifting the way people approach healing and transformation? Kyle: Oh, dude, that is such a great question. Oh my gosh, that is such a great question. I mean, my ultimate goal is for people to understand there's two types of learning. Um, Hebbian learning opens us up to repetition. Like obviously the more we repeat things and the more we stay consistent with things, we create neural networks. Carl Jung in his heyday created these notions called complexes, right? Like how we actually build neural networks of our associative identities and things outside of ourselves. That's beautiful. But like, my goal is for people to see a more so top down and bottom up approach to learning. You know, if we can see the two governing laws of how we learn, which is a repetition and association, how do we change that so our brains can really truly connect with our heart space and it starts a brainstorm from there. You can call it heart storming if you want to. How do we actually get people to stay in that space of creativity as long as possible? Because you can see it from just a 3D realm of life can beat you down, you know, all those other things. It can, I would say, erode and invade, you know, your consciousness and how you see life until it doesn't. Where it's like you kind of have that fed up aspect where it's like, I want to see life differently. So my goal with High Vibe Holonomics is how do we teach wholeness in a simple fashion and how do we do it in an expedited way and how do we do it with measurements would actually make sense not only to the science. So you can reverse engineer anything that's most challenging. And then how can we build out a support system that's so accountable? So you cannot fail unless you don't participate. Right? Everything in life has to have some form of participation. But if we build out a system where you are so connected, so aligned with the people that care about you and your success, you can't fail unless you just don't show up. So like, my biggest thing obviously with our academy, with the Holonomic Institute, is Just making sure that everyone is supported and they're heard, they're received in that notion. And then we can push their, their dials, we can challenge them accordingly without like obviously like pushing them off a cliff, right. Or it feels too, too challenging, but like really cure their desires based off of their lineage of progression. So yeah, that's such a great question because I have like 900 like things that come to my mind when you say that. But like my main thing is people being consistent because that is what builds out the neural network of what it means to actually be safe, what it means to, you know, essentially be so confident and so worthy within themselves that they can do anything that they put their minds to. Reginald D: Absolutely. Kyle: Yeah. Reginald D: Well put. So as we wrap this thing up, what would you say to someone listening who feels like they're in a situation that's too far gone and what one truth that you hold on to and what would it be? Kyle: Oh, man. Dude, all has change. All has changed. All is change. It's one of my favorite quotes. Very simple. Everything that is about life, not only just like on a biological level, physiological, psychological, it doesn't matter like what kind of level. It's all temporary, right? So it's like if you have the means, which everybody does, right? If you have the support, you have the camaraderie. And also at the same time you have the accountability, you know, with people that you love in your life to reflect that back to you. That, you know, your small challenges or your big challenges are just blip, you know, in the radar of what you're about to go through in life. It's, it's so beautiful, like the challenges and I'm sure you know this especially just with your own life and then also, you know, hosting something that has magnitude of being able to allow people to, to share their story. It's like these challenges are abound for everybody, right? So allowing them to realize all this change, so it's all temporary. The only permanence is impermanence, right? So if you have the ability to connect with people that can keep you not only just in that space of creation, I'm like, that's. That's the most beautiful thing. So it's like for myself and also just for like my staff and also my team is like, how can we constantly uplift you? How can we bring the energy that hopefully you would want, you know, every time that you come into, you know, contact with us? And then how can we teach you that there is going to be waves, right? There is natural, human Cycles of not only just evolution, but also your biology. How does that move? So you can really understand the underpinnings of how to move through life energetically and. Yeah, just always tell people all this change, be with it as best as you can. And feel it. Like, my God, like the advent of challenge and trauma and that has just been seeped into our psyche for the last, like, 10, 15 years is just be with it, feel it, don't run from it, don't avoid it, don't mask it. Feel what you need to feel and know that there is people that are willing to sit with you just in case that is a challenge too. And that's what obviously what we do here. So. Yeah, and never give up, man. Never give up. You're gonna eventually go. You're gonna eventually go. You're gonna eventually, you know, pass on to the next, like, echelon of consciousness and, you know, just live it out as best as you can here. Reginald D: Yeah. And like you said, man, you gotta feel it, you know, if you can't face it, you can't change it, dude. That's just it. Kyle: Yes, sir. Yes, sir. Reginald D: So, Lassecal, where could my listeners connect with you? And what's the best way for someone to begin this journey of cognitive recalibration with you? Kyle: Dude, man, such a great question. Cause I'm like, I'm so, like, I understand, like, the marketing aspect of, like, being online, but I'm like, so offline that I just love, like, kind of that private lifestyle. You can obviously hit me up at Kyle Anthony Troutman on, you know, anything obviously via Instagram and Facebook, but I'm, like, so entrenched with working with my family and working with, like, you know, our students right now. But if, yeah, if you're interested in wanting to learn more about, like, how our processes work and like, what we've been doing, just make a quick note on those social media channels. And I am super, super active, you know, obviously when people are inquiring about that process, but also at the same time, not that crazy content creator. I'm just kind of like in the background where I just kind of enjoy the piece of just like, working with select people that really, really want to go into the depths of what healing is, what performance is, and then also just changing perspective. So anything on Facebook, you know, Kyle Anthony Troutman. Then also Instagram Ilatroutman. And yeah, that's about it. Pretty simple. Reginald D: All right, there you have it. Kyle Anthony Troutman. Kyle, thank you so much for coming on the show, man. I really enjoyed it. Kyle: Thank you, man. All right. Reginald D: Thank you for tuning in with Real Talk with Reginald. If you enjoyed listening to Real Talk with Reginald D, please rate and review on our podcast. See you next time.